My ponderings from yesterday, feel free to offer your insights!!!
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Does the Through-Point-Withoit-Arrival (that which has been recognized as the Point which now ditects life inside the sphere of the Inner Child), does this point correspond to the Null Point in the core of man (from which white magic is possible)?
Are we to dissolve or transcend Original Awareness, since it is directional? Will a directionless Awareness then be experienced and will it be shapeless?
If the river of the Infinite's Blood has a binding or sealing quality, wthis river or substance (the element of Love) soon then be discarded or transmutated into a love that does not bind?
If Love as an element was one of the first 3elements that created the Embodiment of the Infinite, were those three elements unreal and was the Mother then a creator of illusion?
If the Inner Child created the other 3 subpersonalities of the Vertical Axis, did Arakana/the Androgynous Spinner create the Alpha Male and Wild Woman for the Horizontal axis? If so, who came first: Arakana or the Inner Child?
And can Arakana be said to be that Point of no arrival? Masked perhaps by our former illusory perception of her as spinner?
Was Wild Woman's lifeforce usurped by a manipulative/artificial version of Arakana?
I came to the following insight --
Blood was given to preserve the Son of the Moment, which depleted the Wild Woman and inflated the addiction of the Alpha Male.
I feel there has been a core illusion at the literal Core of micro and macrocosm, related somehow to Arakana and the Blood; that the Spinner cast a net which trapped, yet that the true nature of the Spinner is at the Core of the new fulcrum point of reality.
I have many more questions which I shall save for the next course, but wanted to get these sent to you.
Blessings,
Jocelyn
PS the aforementioned insights/questions also involved pondering how Isis (whom we know to be a Shadow god) and other Mother Goddesses would try to immortalize their Sons with Fire. Fire=Energy, which used to be feminine but was warped into being masculine. Is she whom we call the "Mother of the Infinite" (the 3 original elements) and perhaps also Arakana (in an imbalanced state) an illusion producing traitor whose Matrix we now dissolve? The Mother and Child being the First illusion of Relationship...the Mother has ceasely attempted to immortalize her son while depleting and limiting cosmic resource. Then the Ankh came into my vision--has this symbol which we have taken to represent Life actually been a symbol of treachery, of trapped life? No wonder Wild Woman has lain dead -- I heard the following in mindlessness yesterday:
"Look to the answers in the pond, the waters left over from the tide. The fish think this to be their whole world and in it they have peace, yet a surging ocean beyond them exists where many predators hunt for flesh.
"Arakana became stuck in the tree."
I then asked, Like Lilith? Was she stuck there because she was overoccupied with spinning the vertical axis?
"It has been said to you that the vertical axis' geometry became other than what was originally planned."
Did this cast a net around Arakana?
"She cast the net.
She tried to hide the fishes."
She created the small pond?
"You might say that."
But what does this have to do with the three original elements and the feelings I have of illusions at the core?
"The Child only knows the Tree as his life. He sees the birds above and he plays with the squirrels, but he does not look into the caverns below where the corpse of the wild woman awaits him to be resurrected. But remember the wild woman too died in her own net."
Wow Nimue,
Fascinating and pondering...perhaps the inner child created Arakana? Arakana and the tree of life, the virtual toybox?
Thanks for sharing! Wished I was on this course so I could understand more of these things.
Blessings,
Nancy
Lately crystals have been in my awareness. I received crystals in the mail, I notice ice crystals laying on the ground. Today a little, tiny salt crystal found its way to me in the bath tub. I have also been feeling very crystalline within. Feeling the significance.
I go to the computer and see Dawn Michele Boyle painting on face book. One is of a Knome. I remember my dream from long ago were the Knomes live, I was able to visit them in there environment. They lived by a river. I looked upon the river and a great Red Dragon appeared. No one is afraid.
I listen to Almines visit on the radio show and I hear her mention about revisiting the books she wrote, going back into the dream during the Feb Online Course.
Something deeply is wanting my attention but I wonder how I access. Wondering if I should do some yoga, Shrihat Satva Yoga but my computer is in the middle of backing up and it could be hours before I would be able to listen to the music.
I sit with myself, with a crystal that I received the other day and an old journel that had never been filled but had the spells from the Order of the White Dove that Almine gifted us at the first Ohio Pod. As I notice these spells I start to read them 3 times each. They are the spells of magic, the white serpent and the red serpent.
For weeks now my sexuality dynamics have been inconsistent, feeling inferior, like a link is missing, has always been missing. Another think in my reality is knowing that my sacrum is weak and here lately it seems to lack in supporting my upper torso. For the last two days this has been prevalent.
I read over the Order of the White Dove incantations I wrote in my journal years ago and then I listen to the Poetry of Dreaming mediation. I ask the deeper parts of myself to "speak" I can feel this deep sexuality within me, I read over the Red and White serpent and I pull in a big piece of myself. I wondered about questions to Almine about the Red and White serpent.
I am of the serpent tribe and when I seen (years ago) the white serpent mandala I felt that I had been inside that mandala, that I "helped create" the mandala for I knew it very well, it felt as if I dreamed of being inside of it, like I lived within it and I started to feel all of this that has no words.
I remember a dream that I had of me having two heads that looked like the top of a valentine heart. I think about the "split" of the Red and White serpent as if each one held a side of the valentine heart. I draw this in my journal.
I remember my shamanic work from years ago, I could feel the deep magic held in my sacrum and this has been on my mind this week with my sacrum being "weak" and not supporting my upper body. I think about the sexual inferior that I have experienced in this life time, how I have not fully been able to access my full sexual power, magic. (I feel the Red Dragon as I type). I also could feel a remembrance of a place that I can not describe and can only feel.
I am hungry now and so I go to find Almines book with this info. I want to read all that she wrote on the Red Serpent and the White Serpent. I thought I remembered her saying that the White Serpents mandala was corrupted (my left side, white serpent missing link). I find the book I go straight to the page and read "Transmission Received from the Red Serpent (retrieving the DNA codes, long lost, of the additional three directions) (Windows Into Eternity pg 143) and in there I read a lot but I noticed the "crystals holding the keys). I laugh and am delighted of the syncronicity.
I just now read a little farther and I see that the White Serpent is of the feminine, a nice confirmation that I am on track.
Is there a deeper meaning behind the valentine heart, I wonder.
Cristy
I now think of the small Serpent Mound in Kentucky. On the outside it is shaped like a serpent but on the inside it is in the shape of a fallopian tube. This library holds histrical data of crycles that no longer exist, a chamber where records containing their highest insights are kept (I feel like saying, this is were the keys are kept) and four study halls containing scrolls and tablets.
As you will see, there are some very rare two-headed serpents in the world, and a white one is currently being exhibited in Switzerland. I knew it had some higher significance.
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