Firstly, I am not sure if I reached Ascended Mastery, so if you do know what the following experience was, please let me know.
Almine often described how she had 11 hours of intense emotion (laughter), couldn't breathe, felt as if she was going through a straw to go from Ascended Mastery, back into the emotional consciousness(?).
I have not even finished this course, am a few days away from doing such. I've felt no mind, no desire, no emotion, didn't get fatigued for days straight, no sleep or need for food/drink (though I did eat a small bit), or for elimination. I sat around, spoke and answered questions with no mind at all, and hardly any bodily movements.
I must also mention that during this time the people around me who are usually extremely negative and selfish were actually serving me and I noticed a definite higher change in them.
But then, suddenly I went to sleep one night and since then I feel like my old self with 'personality' and a need for sleep, BUT with a little less attachment to everything.
The "problem" is that I really want to go back to that bliss of not ever getting tired or hungry, not having thoughts, in order to learn how to practice doing even more miracles, because that is certainly where I've had power, if any!! And that went away for a reason I don't know!
Can anybody assist me? Help me understand what really happened to me?
I just remembered, Almine said linear becoming is obsolete and there is no point of arrival. Yet, I'd like to be where I was.
Hello Nattramn! sorry you didn't get any replies earlier, sometimes it's tricky to see the new posts on the blog
Which course were you taking? And since so much time has passed, how have these months been for you?
To be honest, I have a little bit of difficulty announcing that I have reached this or that level of Mastery, mostly because I am not sure, and also because if you live in the fluid moment, whatever you have reached yesterday or last year has little importance or influence on today.
If you are still seeking to regain that bliss of yesterday, if you yearn for the power you felt, then what insight is missing that does not allow you to see the perfection of today?
Almine has given us so many tools to clear blockages and stay in the moment, perhaps you would like to experiment with some of these. Right now in the April course we are working on the affirmations of the spine (dragon magic, you can listen more about it in last week's radio show), maybe that would be a nice starting point
I would like to add to Anae's beautiful post...I have found that when we go through these experiences, for how ever long they may be, they are only memories of what we are...you are an ascended master that remembered part of your fullness...that is why the only perfection exists in the present moment (as Anae pointed out). Keeping the attitudes of love praise and gratitude keeps you living your ascension to the next step of becoming or remembering...We are all things at all times, our life that we live is but our focus.
With love praise and much gratitude at your rememberance Nattramn.
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